don't know...

feel not good today
just don’t know why
maybe I still do not know whether I will like the new job
do I go ahead?
or do I stay?
I don’t know
I just so scared I don’t like the job
and then boring
and then feel the same thing that I encountered before o now
then I don’t feel success
then I feel depressed :(
I just don’t know
maybe I should have more positive thinking
maybe it’s a good chance for me. Good change too
I don’t know. I still cannot make up my mind
How… How …. How…. How….